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Miscarriage 🤰💔

Hi semua ❤️

Alhamdulillah after two years of marriage, me and my husband dapat berita I pregnant. 

It was last month, August 2024. But kami hanya dapat rasa the happiness tu sekejap je. 🥺

Let me share the journey here as a memory. I am so proud and lucky sebab dapat rasa pregnancy journey tu even sekejap.

So… let’s go.

9/8/2024 : I was so clingy and emotional. Kerja nak berkepit dengan my husband je. Kalau boleh nak peluk dia 24/7. That night, my husband ask me to hantar dia pergi kerja since I nangis je (Jgn judge sbb ni cara dia pikir untuk I tak rasa lonely, lagipun by the time I balik I akan tidur and esok pagi2 bangun jemput dia).

10/8/2024 : Nak jadikan cerita, pagitu xtahu kenapa yg I macam saja2 je buat UPT before jemput husband. And positive 🥹 but xnak letak harapan since I pernah false pregnancy last year. So pergi jemput husband as usual. Masa dia tengah berperang dengan game, I told him about the result and he said kita tunggu period, jangan pikir macam2.

11/8/2024 : I dah start rasa morning sickness but just buat bodoh since I senang sakit lepas kahwin ni.

12/8/2024 : Pergi kerja macam biasa, and that time my morning sickness dah teruk (even xconfirm pun lagi pregnant). Muka xyah cakap. The whole 2 weeks muka pucat macam zombie. 🧟‍♀️ Waktu lunch tu dah tak larat sangat2, so pergi la nearest clinic. So my BP result was low and I kena drip water untuk kasi tenaga. Terpaksa la mc that time.

14/8/2024 : Masuk kerja sebab nak submit urgent job on that day juga. Tapi balik je dari kerja tidur sampai ke pagi sbb xlarat sangat2.

15/8/2024 : Pagi tu xleh nak bangun dari katil sebab berat sangat kepala, so mc lagi. Then tengahari tu pergi klinik and buat scan and UPT again. Positive but xde womb lg. (Doctor cakap still early)

29/8/2024 : Repeat scan untuk tengok jantung bb and nak check if betul ke I pregnant dalam rahim. scan perut xnampak, then buat scan dari bawah. But still xnampak womb.Again doctor cakap sbb awal sgt ni. So dia kata jumpa lg 2 minggu for scan. At that time my husband sampai tanya Doctor betulkan I pregnant. And the doctor ye confirm.

3/9/2024 : I dah start rasa kurang symptom pregnancy tu. Dah tak mual, dah xde breast tender. But sakit pinggang teruk gila time kat office.

4/9/2024 : Masuk office and macam biasa breakfast dulu before kerja. Tengah borak2 dengan Syuk and Firdaus tiber ada rasa something mengalir. Then masuk toilet check, bleeding. Call husband nak kena buat apa sbb xleh fikir. Dia ajak pergi klinik. Pergi klinik, doctor dah risau sebab still xnampak womb. Dia risau takut pregnant luar rahim. Then she gave reference letter to hospital. Check dekat hospital, I am no longer pregnant.

That’s all about my short pregnancy journey. Ralat plus sedih sebab I tak sempat pun tengok anak kami (not even womb). Tahu2 dah takde. For those yang baca doakan my husband and I diberi ketabahan and zuriat yang comel, soleh solehah dan bijak pandai. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.❤️ Thank you.

Aizat’s wife